Juliana blog

 

  29th May 2023 Sunday 8:00 AM  Dear diary, I woke up hearing a loud voice of my grandmother telling me to clean up the mess I made last night. I am certain that my morning will be beautiful as the sun rises on that day. I have planned to go to my friend's 18th birthday party, which I expected that I will not be able to go to due to some personal reasons.  However, an angel snow-drops came, my mother allowed me to go to my friend’s party until 11pm. It is my first time going to my friend's debut since my mom is rigorous. Since that day is a new experience for me, I make sure to wear my prepared outfit  a week before this day. I started to contact my friends since they are also one of the reasons why my mom was convinced to allow me. And just like that I fix my things, clean our house in short, do my duties before I go to make sure that I can go freely to the party.  At around 3 o’clock I already finished preparing and wow, and I I look amazing women that I canno...

Little joys in life Back when I was a child, all things were possible for me, it was easy for me to get everything that I wanted because that is the privilege of being a little child. Younger version of me, I am the center of my family’s attention, I feel secured and loved by them. Living where I know there is no responsibility, consequences, pain and suffering, is what I badly wanted right now, as an upcoming adult. Those moments as a child, were the one who brought me in reality, that not all things are possible because there are things that are not meant for you. However, I am glad to experience those temporary living without any regrets. And now, the phase where I am right now, I am having a hard time not because I am not a child anymore, but because I am now living in reality where I need to consider different things in every decision I will make. My teenage years are somehow a roller coaster ride. It may not be bliss every single day, but the moments that I spend with the people ...